Thank you so much, angel.
If it’s 3am and you find yourself in a world of complete despair
Please do not turn to strangers on the internet for solace as I did
Please climb onto my bed
And I will hold you until the demons sleep
If it is Thursday morning and you are too sad to move
I won’t force you
I will buy ice cream and we will watch your favourite tv show and I will remind you of your importance
If you feel as if you have no purpose
I will remind you that you were created entirely with love and every pain you feel, I feel too
When you’re sure you can’t go on anymore
I will tell you that when I was 21 I searched for peace at the bottom of a vodka bottle chased by a bottle of pain killers
But that five years later
When you were placed in my arms in the delivery room
I realised that you were why I had been holding on
Without realising it, you saved me, do you know how amazing that is?
So if you ever feel like grabbing that vodka bottle, put it down, we will get in the car and I will drive until the sky turns magenta
I will show you how the sun rises every morning to encourage you to rise too
Sweetheart I refuse to be unaware of your sufferings
As my mother was to mine."
Hey guys, I doubt any of you will read any of this, but any and all prayers help. A very close friend of mine passed away early Thursday morning. He and two others (again good friends of mine) were driving and lost control, rolled several times and we’re all ejected. I won’t name names in honor of their privacy, but please pray for J, S, M, and their families. They’re all 17. M, the one who died, was a senior in high school, he never got to wrestle his senior year. He had so much going for him, everything was coming together. Now it’s all over. He could always make anyone and everyone laugh and he was always an original. Today is his 18th birthday, but instead of a party, we have a funeral. M deserved a long and full life. Please send your thoughts and prayers and good vibes this way. Anything and everything helps.